Falling in love

From the moment I saw Amanda's picture I new that she was going to be awesome. After we talked I truly could see that she was God driven. I never thought I would have found a God driven girl. God really showed me that there is someone out there for everybody. I have had 7 girlfriends in the past but none of them have loved me like Amanda has. Every single day makes me love her more even when were not with each other I know I can trust her. Which I have had problems in the past. But since I received God I can trust her because God is telling me that this is the one for you. We are coming up on our 1 month anniversary and I can say that this has been the best month in my life. I can't wait to marry her. It is also exciting that my parents are really excited for me and so is my entire family is. God really really does give people second changes. Even when I was away from God I could feel him trying to get me to come back to him. It really was a struggle in the past 5 years of being addicted to porn but in the past year I could feel God telling me this was wrong. After I quit I have never felt better. It is also really a blessing that Amanda excepts me even though I was addicted in the past. When I think how she loves me so much I really tear up and almost cry. Just be cause she is so loving and caring. I can't wait to marry her. This journey together is going to be so awesome. Praise God for brining Amanda into my life and for forgiving me of all my sins.